samanthaanne

So yesterday morning I woke up with an overwhelming feeling to call my dad. Keep in mind,I haven't talked to him in YEARS. So I found his phone number on the internet,and called. A wave of nausea fell over me the second I dialed the number. Years of thinking about what I would say to him,waiting for the right moment...seems I thought it would be a few hours before I started work (smart). I got his answering machine. I hung up. What kind of message would I leave anyways? So a few hours later,on my break,I tried again.This time a woman answered the phone.I hung up again. Then my phone died and I went about my work day. After I went home and plugged in my phone,and checked my messages. I was surprised  when I heard my dad's wife's voice. She wanted me to call her back as soon as I could. I was a bit hesitant but called anyway. Turns out my dad ditched their family a few years previous. Leaving her recovering from a stroke and their daughter Meagan to take care of her. Good old dad. So after talking to Susan for a while,she tells me that her and Meagan are taking a trip to Vallejo (to see family I guess). I've known about Meagan for a few years,and I've always wanted to talk to her...she is my only blood sibling. Susan is all for it! She thinks it would be really good for her to talk to me and to maybe have a sisterly bond eventually. I hope so. All I know about her is her name,she's 16,and she's my sister. So we'll see how it goes.
xoxo
{samanthaanne}

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